To be honest, I was in a bad, bad way when I started this. I was eating out several times a week, eating absolute junk at almost every meal, and had a wicked sugar and refined carbs addiction. I had gained 30 pounds in a year and was at my highest weight in years. And my weight was climbing every week.
I felt helpless. Completely helpless and out-of-control. And scared about what would happen if I continued down that path.
I would love to say that this first week has changed all of that. It would be nice to say I stopped eating refined carbs and took some supplements and all of my troubles disappeared overnight.
The victories:
- My sugar and carb cravings are nearly.gone.
- My nails grew out long and strong practically overnight! (I'm crediting the fish oil)
- I'm eating better on this diet than I've ever eaten in my life. Seriously. Absolute decadence!
- The bloating is dramatically reduced and I lost * pounds!
- I feel great!
- I still feel insecure. I desperately want to stick with this. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose this! I had a couple of weak moments that, if not for Dustin making me healthy food, I would have caved. I know that path... I've been down it several times and I don't want to go back.
- I'm spending a lot of time planning and preparing food. While this is enjoyable, I'm worried that I will get burned out. What happens when I don't have the energy, inclination or time to plan and prepare for my meals? Eating low-glycemic and gluten-free isn't familiar, and it takes time.
- This is more expensive than I'm used to. I'm spending more money on food and supplements than I have in the past. I just keep reminding myself that Americans spend the smallest percentage of our incomes on food out of any nation in the world. I can shell out a couple of extra bucks for fresh, healthy food. Good food costs money. Bad food is, well, cheap. You get what you pay for.
I am trying to stick with this long enough to develop a new arsenal of go-to recipes and foods. I learned to cook and eat based on my high-glycemic, wheat-focused diet. Now I need to relearn how to eat. I like what I see so far, but it is a challenge to start fresh. Once I get "comfortable" cooking and eating with this type of lifestyle, then it will get easier.
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